Layn

Shifted.

2007-01-01T07:11:00.001-08:00

Officially shifted till i decide to use back blogger. Meanwhile i've switched to another blogging service. Pm me in messenger for the new url. Goodbye

Lost.

2006-10-15T11:26:00.000-07:00

Mood: Lost
Mp3: Patty Smyth & Don Heley. Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.mp3

Loving you might be a mistake
Because it shouldnt have started.

Yesterday was a dream i shouldnt be remembering.

Can i really forget. . .?

Can u really forget . . .?

Perhaps i' m just an illusion...i doubt u care.

Love is not about possessing.
Neither should it be selfish.

I feel like a fool...keep on thinking something's gonna change.

Deathnote//

2006-10-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

Mood: Happy
Mp3:

Went arcade and tried catching my tigger from the UFO machine. Apparently failed but can u believe i actually almost got it? Spent 7 bucks getting nothing.

Watched this.

With Di & Speed at Plaza Sing.

l[_ simply rox0rs. I really love deathnote afterall.

http://wwws.warnerbros.co.jp/deathnote/ :)

ill-ed

2006-10-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick
Mp3: Peter ho. zhen xin hua.mp3

I know this is a backdate entry but i still wanna write about it. I havent been feeling well for the entire week. . . Reaching home at close to 12 everynight. On Monday i was left with a broken heart. plus the fact that i was left alone for breaks coz my friends didnt turn up for school and that i stayed in school late to discuss the project with my supervisors and my 2 other mates. sucks huh? Tuesday i tried getting myself up, it still hurts. Wednesday i got real sick, got a bad stomachache & headache. thks sharon for being there, afterall there's some use for your medicine. Thurs sick as well all the way till fri and i met a friend to collect my adidas watch. Fri was the presentation. I have stage fright but I told myself i must do my best. And i just went through it without feeling much, being sick wasnt that bad afterall because i cdnt really feel anything about the presentation. I thought that i did my best. I gave my supervisor my portfolio. I just want to say thank you too much for all the help and encouragement given to me. I can be confident but i still need encouragement. Evryone does isnt it so?

Because it's friday & i didnt want to return home. I dated xiwen and she agreed to have dinner with me. We went TPY and i had teriyaki rice. After that we went to the arcade and played daytona. She got me addicted to it & all the drifting skills. *must learn. There's this kid at the arcade and he rox0rs at daytona. - -' disgrace.

Whole day out.

2006-10-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick
Mp3: Gary Cao ge. Chen mo wan ju.mp3

To be frank, i reached home only a while ago and im feeling tired and sick now. I overslept on bus and i walked 2 bus-stops back to my place after staying out the whole night since 8pm yesterday. I went orchard to get something special and i took cab back home. Afterwhich speed arranged to meet me so we decided to travel to ECP. We spent the whole night chatting and we can really talk about anything under the moon. Its not a waste of time at all because both of us enjoyed it. *Chilling. Mum's coming back from Msia today. She've been gone for a day to attend a wedding at Msia. Hope she'll return safe & sound & my auntie as well. - -' Sis told her abt my hongbaos yesterday in the morning and she actually thought i purposely went over to get hongbao. goodness sake....I'm her daughter can i ask for more understanding? Nm..shes my mum.

Weather isnt really good these days, take care everyone.
Drink more water.
If u're reading, do tag me.
Let me know u're here.
Dont spy. . coz i dont like it.
ok?

& Even more Love.

2006-10-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

Even though i couldnt celebrate this mid-autumn doing things i really miss, much warmth filled my heart today. Bcoz i didnt make a wrong decision by paying a visit afterall. I felt that today was much more like my real birthday instead of the one on 10th sept which i spent alone at home. Granny & my 2 other aunts gave me hongbaos since they could only rem my chinese birthdae which was easier to remember anyway. When i said i didnt make a wrong decision, it wasnt for money sake. It's just the little bit of their kindness which touched me deep inside. At that moment i felt that my heart wasnt that empty. As for how much i've gotten from the hongbaos } i'm keeping it a secret =P

Other than that i want to mention a little on my FYP doing the cirrus network management software. Finally the firewall config works. I ought to feel happy and satisfied. My supervisor said i deserved to give myself a clap, which i dont really think so. I told him many times my networking aint good and he actually encouraged me with a meesage.

Today can be considered as one of the few happiest day in the year.
It might have been better or otherwise.... I gained something but i lost a chance to face my own feelings.

Love.

2006-10-06T13:15:00.000-07:00

Mood: Calm
Mp3: Wu yin Liang pin. Shi ni bian le ma.mp3

Love know no boundaries. . .

Credits to http://unadorned.org/dandruff/ } nice photography skills.

Est750x4=_/60=50x2=$100.

Sweat. today i showered with cold water early in the mornin. 2nd day of upgrading, and i cant stand it already. Oh ya. Happy lantern Festival to all!~! and ummm today's my chinese birthdae. XD *moo n cakes. doubt so be playin candles todae. Missing...

Tues

2006-10-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

Mood: Happy
Mp3: Wu Yin Liang Pin. Shi ni bian le ma.mp3

I was layt for school today!!!!!!!! Arghhh broke my record, took cabbie & reached at 9am. =[ Damn..i wasted 13 bucks... hmpf so sad ><. I started to work on my project but i still cant figure out how to access the devices because all the #$%^$% login/passwords couldnt match. Telnet doesnt work, port connection refused etc zz...so fed up!! Finally the DT managed to help me contact the previous P6 stud but still he doesnt know either - -" therefore conclusion = i got stuck again fullstop. Been stuck since last week. . . and the program still looked the same as before. HOW!?! And then bad news came =/ presentation next week and im first on friday 9am omg!!! gay lor.

After break, i bought some pocky for the DTs - felt damn bad because they had to help me ask around and solve my problems and i was using her handphone earlier on to speak to the fella - -' So shy and hope they dont get mistaken. Sigh*

I decided to start from scratch and did some research..so yea time flew. So i went off to Bishan, walked around and bought a cake { Royal chocolate ??? } Passed by... and ;o

Been eyeing this watch since ages. Saw that the green color was gone. =o *started to think again...what if i regret?? should i? >___<

I like the white one most but it seem to be out of stock already.
I'm considering the green or red but my project mate has it =~~~~~

I want this badly...can anyone help meeeee

ok even though it wont really fit or look nice on my wrist. --||| Just tell me if u see it.

Lastly...

Happy birthdaE MummY!!!
I Love you even though you won be seeing this.
Thanks for everything.

* i'm glad everyone love the cake i bought. =)

New coat of fur.

2006-10-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

went shopping with sharon.
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